Im so sad today,I was awake by a cry - when I checked what
it was,its my Aunt crying co,s my Uncle is already dead.Without
any second thought I rush to their haus trying to find him but
when I get there he's not there.My sister told me he's still
in the hospital where he was sent last nite - I was really angry
at her becos she never told me about it.She should have informed
me when I got home,I have the right to know- He's like my second father,
He's been my strength,my guardian,my inspiration,since my Mom
no one on my side while I'm facing the world alone.He's the one who
lift me up,everytime I have problems,emotionally,financially He's the
one I run to.Last March of 2003 he suffered from a stroke- He undergo
a brain surgery due to a blood cloth and bleeding,When the medication and surgery happen I was right there,witnessing how he suffred so much
and how hard for him to recover.He was able to get over it, but he experienced numbness,
weakness, and paralysis of the face, arm, or leg, typically on one side of the body.after the surgery. Also confusion,
trouble speaking or understanding.I was really felt so down by then and I thought I would never accept that It happend
it to him.
I missed how we have the cosy chat,that we do most,the laughter and
jokes we shared together.I missed everything about him.Especially he's smile that brigthen
my every single day.I never really thought that Monday will be the last time I ever saw him.I
remember teasing him,having a hard time chewing the biscuit's he's eating.And he just smile and was trying
to give me a piece of it.I remember that when he still on his good health he never misses to asked me if I already
had my lunch or merienda.And if not so, he will treat me.How could I forget -I'ts not that easy, especially
now that He's is already GONE.And was already taken.
So you see, daddy,
Even though I'm not with you,
I'm under your
And when it's time for me to come,
I'll find you waiting for me right there!
And I'll give
you the biggest hug -
Gee, I can hardly wait.
And when no one's looking,
We'll even swing on Heaven's Gate!
love you Daddy.
Youll be remembered....always
Posted: June 11- Friday